When I can feel myself giving in, I look at pictures of myself at my fattest in underwear. That keeps me for at least a couple of hours. But these pictures of stomachs keep my occupied most of the day!
thinspo after the break. Click the post :)
7.23.2011
My Top Thinspo
Kenza Zouiten. Look at her stomach!
Kenza Zouiten. Her legs!
Kenza Zouiten. This photo has kept me from eating so many times!
From Lookbook.nu
Victorias Secret Angel.
A girl from my school. She is so skinny!
My Best Running Excuses
There are a lot of things I've told my friends to keep from eating. Some of my excuses just keep excusing me, so I don't have to explain each time. Eg: "I'm lactose intolerant" over "I feel sick", because you'll always be lactose intolerant, but you won't always feel sick.
Here are my best lies.
1) I'm lactose intolerant (I actually sort of am)
2) I'm a vegan (But I can't really keep up with this one around people)
3) Eating before 9 makes me queasy during the day.
4) Eating after 7 makes it so I cannot sleep at night. This one's true. Just different reasons haha
5) I only eat organic (haha what a joke)
6) Soda makes me throw up. (I don't drink Diet Coke or anything of the like because of aspartame. I don't do sugar substitutes)
7) I'm never hungry during lunch time because I always eat during class. Hah. Hah.
Here are my best lies.
1) I'm lactose intolerant (I actually sort of am)
2) I'm a vegan (But I can't really keep up with this one around people)
3) Eating before 9 makes me queasy during the day.
4) Eating after 7 makes it so I cannot sleep at night. This one's true. Just different reasons haha
5) I only eat organic (haha what a joke)
6) Soda makes me throw up. (I don't drink Diet Coke or anything of the like because of aspartame. I don't do sugar substitutes)
7) I'm never hungry during lunch time because I always eat during class. Hah. Hah.
5.21.2011
Sorry.
Haven't posted in a long time. Gained so much weight. probably 20 pounds.
New diet plan ughh.
Only one meal a day, always cottage cheese with melon.
New diet plan ughh.
Only one meal a day, always cottage cheese with melon.
1.23.2011
101 Reasons Why I hate being FAT
I'm starting a new campaign on my blog.
101 Reasons why I hate being fat. It will probably end up being much more than 101, I might even do repeats. fuck if I care, if it's a repeat then it's probably pretty fucking important. For an indefinite amount of time, I will post blog entries about what I hate about being fat.
Hopefully it will motivate you and me to lose weight.
101 Reasons why I hate being fat. It will probably end up being much more than 101, I might even do repeats. fuck if I care, if it's a repeat then it's probably pretty fucking important. For an indefinite amount of time, I will post blog entries about what I hate about being fat.
Hopefully it will motivate you and me to lose weight.
1.16.2011
Today is going good.. Reverse thinspo!
mmmn.. It's 2:29 pm and so far I have not eaten a thing.
I'm fasting today and tomorrow as a jumparstart.
I'm so proud of myself, so far..
All I have to do is stay upstairs and not go downstairs into the kitchen.. I'll be fine! I'm kind of hungry. But I just drank 3-4 glasses of water. I'll drink more.
I don't drink caffeine anymore. I don't care if it speeds up the metabolism. It causes arthritis and I don't want that because then I won't be able to run and shit when I'm all old.
Here's some good reverse thinspo. It takes away my appetite completely x3 You're welcome
I'm fasting today and tomorrow as a jumparstart.
I'm so proud of myself, so far..
All I have to do is stay upstairs and not go downstairs into the kitchen.. I'll be fine! I'm kind of hungry. But I just drank 3-4 glasses of water. I'll drink more.
I don't drink caffeine anymore. I don't care if it speeds up the metabolism. It causes arthritis and I don't want that because then I won't be able to run and shit when I'm all old.
Here's some good reverse thinspo. It takes away my appetite completely x3 You're welcome
This will happen to fatties with no control. GROSS!
I'm kind of a failure... And back&butt thinspo!
I've gained all the weight back.
I don't fucking know how.
But believe me, I'm starting a new plan.
DAILY:
Breakfast- 100 calories worth of fruit (preferably an apple)
Lunch- A vegan salad, no dressing or fruits (as much as I damn well please, I'm not counting these calories)
Dinner- 200 calories worth of some shit.
And duh, at least 30 minutes of exercise each day. And every monday, I fast because that's just what I do.
Don't drink diet soda. The reason you have dimples on your ass? Diet sodas contain aspartame and PRESERVE YOUR FAT CELLS. Um. Kind of ruins the point of diet, huh?
Just beyond beautiful
I don't fucking know how.
But believe me, I'm starting a new plan.
DAILY:
Breakfast- 100 calories worth of fruit (preferably an apple)
Lunch- A vegan salad, no dressing or fruits (as much as I damn well please, I'm not counting these calories)
Dinner- 200 calories worth of some shit.
And duh, at least 30 minutes of exercise each day. And every monday, I fast because that's just what I do.
Don't drink diet soda. The reason you have dimples on your ass? Diet sodas contain aspartame and PRESERVE YOUR FAT CELLS. Um. Kind of ruins the point of diet, huh?
12.06.2010
Back on track
im kind of fcking hopeless.
But after a week of binging, I finally ate only 153 today. All in candy XD Ohh god i love candy way too much.
i ate :
1 fun sized dark milky way bar (81)
2 Dum Dum lollipops (51 put together)
2 mini tootsie rolls (21)
My stomach has gotten to nasty heights.
I have to go to my sister's 17th birthday party in downtown Chicago on the 18th at some high-class restaurant. I have to dress up and shxt uuggh.
I hate parties
But. A lot of people are going, and since my mother is forcing me to go, I have to lose as much weight as possible by the 17th. So that leaves me with approximately 10 days. I'll probably limit my calories to 200 for 4 days, including today, and then water fast for the rest of the days. On the 18th, I wont eat anything until the party. I know that's a surefire way to binge at the party,, but there will be people watching me, so I think I'll be safe, since i can barely eat in front of people.
I have to wear a dress
a coctail dress.
Which can only mean one thing, bare shoulders, backs, legs. All of my fat will hang out if I don't do something quick.
But after a week of binging, I finally ate only 153 today. All in candy XD Ohh god i love candy way too much.
i ate :
1 fun sized dark milky way bar (81)
2 Dum Dum lollipops (51 put together)
2 mini tootsie rolls (21)
My stomach has gotten to nasty heights.
I have to go to my sister's 17th birthday party in downtown Chicago on the 18th at some high-class restaurant. I have to dress up and shxt uuggh.
I hate parties
But. A lot of people are going, and since my mother is forcing me to go, I have to lose as much weight as possible by the 17th. So that leaves me with approximately 10 days. I'll probably limit my calories to 200 for 4 days, including today, and then water fast for the rest of the days. On the 18th, I wont eat anything until the party. I know that's a surefire way to binge at the party,, but there will be people watching me, so I think I'll be safe, since i can barely eat in front of people.
I have to wear a dress
a coctail dress.
Which can only mean one thing, bare shoulders, backs, legs. All of my fat will hang out if I don't do something quick.
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