Back on track

im kind of fcking hopeless.
But after a week of binging, I finally ate only 153 today. All in candy XD Ohh god i love candy way too much.
i ate :
 1 fun sized dark milky way bar (81)
 2 Dum Dum lollipops (51 put together)
 2 mini tootsie rolls (21)

My stomach has gotten to nasty heights.

I have to go to my sister's 17th birthday party in downtown Chicago on the 18th at some high-class restaurant. I have to dress up and shxt uuggh.
I hate parties
But. A lot of people are going, and since my mother is forcing me to go, I have to lose as much weight as possible by the 17th. So that leaves me with approximately 10 days. I'll probably limit my calories to 200 for 4 days, including today, and then water fast for the rest of the days. On the 18th, I wont eat anything until the party. I know that's a surefire way to binge at the party,, but there will be people watching me, so I think I'll be safe, since i can barely eat in front of people.

I have to wear a dress
a coctail dress.
Which can only mean one thing, bare shoulders, backs, legs. All of my fat will hang out if I don't do something quick.