Sorry for leaving you hanging
I'm a little busy right now.
9.14.2010
9.06.2010
REVERSE THINSPO
I think we could use a laugh right now.
This is disgusting;; it shows what a little food can do to you.
This is disgusting;; it shows what a little food can do to you.
aight hunnies i have to sleep now
ily2deathh
Fat fucking loser.
WHO THE FUCK AM I
Well. I'll tell you who I am. I'm Meesh. aka. fat fucking loser.
I'm on ana boot camp. failing miserably. For the past two days (my third and fourth days on the diet) I've been eating... around 3000 calories each. Dios mio.
So I'm going to fast for a week to make up for it. It doesn't make up for it at all, but I'll feel a bit better about it, I suppose.
So... For 7 days, I eat nothing at all. Erm. I can allow myself up to 50 calories each day. Okay, that's better.
woo. well. this is going to be a challenge, since my longest fast was, well, one day. So if anyone is out there reading this, please support me!
I need an ana buddy to have contests with, so contact moi.
I'm fucking disgusting.
Well. I'll tell you who I am. I'm Meesh. aka. fat fucking loser.
I'm on ana boot camp. failing miserably. For the past two days (my third and fourth days on the diet) I've been eating... around 3000 calories each. Dios mio.
So I'm going to fast for a week to make up for it. It doesn't make up for it at all, but I'll feel a bit better about it, I suppose.
So... For 7 days, I eat nothing at all. Erm. I can allow myself up to 50 calories each day. Okay, that's better.
woo. well. this is going to be a challenge, since my longest fast was, well, one day. So if anyone is out there reading this, please support me!
I need an ana buddy to have contests with, so contact moi.
I'm fucking disgusting.
9.04.2010
My top ana items
Hey, I just made a post, like a second ago, but I have a new post :]
My top 5 ana items! These 5 are extremely bible-esque to me. You just have to have it! They are great tools for losing weight and yadda yadda. sorry my hands are numb, so it's hard to type a lot :P
Anyway, here are my top 5 :]
ONE: An app on my iTouch called "Lose It!". It basically tracks all your calories in and calories out, and tells you how long it will take (theoretically speaking) for you to get to your desired weight. The icon is an orange scale.
And yes, it is a free app :]
TWO: Biggest Loser Calorie Counter!
It has saved me in so many situations... There's a shitload of food listed and the protien, fiber, fat (Sat. Trans., etc), carbs, and calories are listed. There's a dining out section that has a bunch of restaurants (mostly fast food) and it has loads of ways to order at a fast food place, but keep it under 200 calories. So it's a great book to use if you're hiding your ED from your friends,, because they'll eat with you at BK or PF Changs (or wherever) and they'll just assume that you eat like that all the time. They also have Starbucks listed, for my caffeine-addicted chicas :]
The book is also really small, so it can fit in your purse when you dine out or just when you're going about your daily activities.
I bought mine at Target for 9 dollars? Around that...
You can buy yours pretty much anywhere. It's at Barnes and Noble. You can also get it at Amazon for $7.99.
THREE: Okay, this tool is a really old tool that probably everyone knows about... Is there a certain size you want to be? Buy a dress or a pair of jeans in that size. Better yet, make sure the items are really really nice and expensive so that you'll HAVE to be inspired enough to lose weight and fit into it. This works for me so well! I was a size 12, so I bought myself a very revealing DKNY dress in a size 9. It worked.
FOUR: Rings. It helps track my weight a little bit. Sometimes, the scale lies because maybe it's
1) your period
2) the wrong time of day
3) ETC.
But a ring on your finger won't lie to you. It's always accurate. So buy one that fits a bit snug-ly and when it gets too snug, you know you've gained weight for sure, and when it starts slipping off, you know you've been good.
FIVE: National Geographic magazine.
No, seriously. They always have some weird gross nature picture with a revolting animal... So when you are eating, just take out the magazine. Here's another good thing: You can read it while you eat, and you only eat while you read every other page. And you stop when you're done with the magazine. But make sure you're eating slowly, because you might devour the meal because you're not focusing!
And the grody pictures will probably take away your appetite. It takes mine away.
Alright lovies, im done here :)
see yaaa tomorrow? later? who knows.
My top 5 ana items! These 5 are extremely bible-esque to me. You just have to have it! They are great tools for losing weight and yadda yadda. sorry my hands are numb, so it's hard to type a lot :P
Anyway, here are my top 5 :]
ONE: An app on my iTouch called "Lose It!". It basically tracks all your calories in and calories out, and tells you how long it will take (theoretically speaking) for you to get to your desired weight. The icon is an orange scale.
And yes, it is a free app :]
TWO: Biggest Loser Calorie Counter!
It has saved me in so many situations... There's a shitload of food listed and the protien, fiber, fat (Sat. Trans., etc), carbs, and calories are listed. There's a dining out section that has a bunch of restaurants (mostly fast food) and it has loads of ways to order at a fast food place, but keep it under 200 calories. So it's a great book to use if you're hiding your ED from your friends,, because they'll eat with you at BK or PF Changs (or wherever) and they'll just assume that you eat like that all the time. They also have Starbucks listed, for my caffeine-addicted chicas :]
The book is also really small, so it can fit in your purse when you dine out or just when you're going about your daily activities.
I bought mine at Target for 9 dollars? Around that...
You can buy yours pretty much anywhere. It's at Barnes and Noble. You can also get it at Amazon for $7.99.
THREE: Okay, this tool is a really old tool that probably everyone knows about... Is there a certain size you want to be? Buy a dress or a pair of jeans in that size. Better yet, make sure the items are really really nice and expensive so that you'll HAVE to be inspired enough to lose weight and fit into it. This works for me so well! I was a size 12, so I bought myself a very revealing DKNY dress in a size 9. It worked.
FOUR: Rings. It helps track my weight a little bit. Sometimes, the scale lies because maybe it's
1) your period
2) the wrong time of day
3) ETC.
But a ring on your finger won't lie to you. It's always accurate. So buy one that fits a bit snug-ly and when it gets too snug, you know you've gained weight for sure, and when it starts slipping off, you know you've been good.
FIVE: National Geographic magazine.
No, seriously. They always have some weird gross nature picture with a revolting animal... So when you are eating, just take out the magazine. Here's another good thing: You can read it while you eat, and you only eat while you read every other page. And you stop when you're done with the magazine. But make sure you're eating slowly, because you might devour the meal because you're not focusing!
And the grody pictures will probably take away your appetite. It takes mine away.
Alright lovies, im done here :)
see yaaa tomorrow? later? who knows.
Hellooo girlies
Well today, my mother didn't try shoving food down my throat.
I just hate how she's always telling me to lose weight, and that I'm a fat bitch (like I didn't know?) while she shoves food into my face.
But today I didn't have that problem, since she's pretty much away today. And I've been keeping in my room. It's really only 1:43 pm so I can't say for sure if she'll make me eat dinner, but let's hope not, because I've already had today's quota of calories.
1 cup-thing of Chobani Pomegranite Greek Yogurt (140)
1 bag of Low-fat, butterless popcorn -i forget which brand- (100)
1 mini-cookie from some organic place (40)
1 gummy vitamin (10)
1 cup of oolong tea (0)
2 cups of iced water (0)
=290 calories
I still have 10 left, but I don't know what to do with those. Anyway, it's my third day on the Ana Bootcamp (my own modified version.. mine has more fasts and less calories on eating days)
I haven't been working out lately, so if anyone could give me any workouts that won't waste my time? Thanks.
Well today, my mother didn't try shoving food down my throat.
I just hate how she's always telling me to lose weight, and that I'm a fat bitch (like I didn't know?) while she shoves food into my face.
But today I didn't have that problem, since she's pretty much away today. And I've been keeping in my room. It's really only 1:43 pm so I can't say for sure if she'll make me eat dinner, but let's hope not, because I've already had today's quota of calories.
1 cup-thing of Chobani Pomegranite Greek Yogurt (140)
1 bag of Low-fat, butterless popcorn -i forget which brand- (100)
1 mini-cookie from some organic place (40)
1 gummy vitamin (10)
1 cup of oolong tea (0)
2 cups of iced water (0)
=290 calories
I still have 10 left, but I don't know what to do with those. Anyway, it's my third day on the Ana Bootcamp (my own modified version.. mine has more fasts and less calories on eating days)
I haven't been working out lately, so if anyone could give me any workouts that won't waste my time? Thanks.
9.03.2010
Fast(:
A'ight. Today was the second day of my Ana Boot Camp :]
I was supposed to have 500 calories, but I lowered it to 0 calories :) I did fucking amazing.
Ate nothing :]] Drank a thermos-ful of oolong tea (speeds up metabolism by 14%!) and drank 8 cups of water.
I feel fucking amazing :]] The empty feeling in my stomach shows me my accomplishments
I didn't give in to any cravings :]
I was supposed to have 500 calories, but I lowered it to 0 calories :) I did fucking amazing.
Ate nothing :]] Drank a thermos-ful of oolong tea (speeds up metabolism by 14%!) and drank 8 cups of water.
I feel fucking amazing :]] The empty feeling in my stomach shows me my accomplishments
I didn't give in to any cravings :]
Thinspooo
http://xo-skinnygirlsdonteat.xanga.com/721121723/leg-thinspo/
NSFW!!
Heyy bitches
great mood.
stomach is so empty :]]
Link above ^ has some of the best thinspo I've seen in a long time. LOVE. IT.
Also. I'm actually not losing any weight so far... because im a fat cheating pig :( Buuut., my bod feels good at the mo'
But I'm still fasting tmmw. Er. Today. It's 2 in the am.
NSFW!!
Heyy bitches
great mood.
stomach is so empty :]]
Link above ^ has some of the best thinspo I've seen in a long time. LOVE. IT.
Also. I'm actually not losing any weight so far... because im a fat cheating pig :( Buuut., my bod feels good at the mo'
But I'm still fasting tmmw. Er. Today. It's 2 in the am.
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